BTW. After I saw these texts I told her the same thing. I didn't tell her I saw the text, but told her Ive been thinking about things and that I think I'm scared to just leave and scared not to give it one more try. Told her that I know I love her, but Im not sure Im still in love with her. Told her though I think about our son and he deserves that last chance which is what I refer back to.
Everything I told her I do believe. I am scared. I do think our son, as well as our marriage, deserves one more chance.
But she rolled her eyes and was visibly upset bringing it up
At that point I said Im done till MC on Wednesday
That is where I left things before I came to post here again.


M 37 W 30
S 7
Together 10 years
Married 9 years
BD: 12/12/12(W filed same day)
I moved to apartment 1/11/13
W and S moved to MIL 1/11/13
Peicing: 6/3/13
Reconciled: 7/2013
BD2: 4/20/16
still working on it