Craziness! My advice is to read as much as you can about validation, detachment. If you want her back you will have to do your best to suppress your anger. Order DB books asap. Good luck.

Me37 W33
T:8 M:5
D3
BD 11/2015
EA+PA w boss 12/2015
S 3/2016

Im stronger because I had to be
Im smarter because of my mistakes
happier because of the sadness Ive known
and now wiser because I learned