I hate the feeling of being completely helpless. I want to do something to put the pieces back together but when only one side of the M is willing to make an effort it is so frustrating. I also hate that my emotions are all over the place from hurt, to sad, to angry, to frustrated... Rollercoaster is an understatement!
I want to add that the other day W said she wanted to feel like she did when we first met. Does that mean I'm supposed to try and "date" her again? Is that a signal to pursue?
Lastly, It's killing me that she has not texted me or called me all day. She just goes about her business. I haven't given in and contacted her but as the hours tick by it hurts more and more that she doesn't seem to concerned to check in w/her H.
