Having a lot of trouble controlling my anger towards H today! He is steadily becoming more and more selfish and disappearing more and more all night long. His drinking is increasing even when he has to get up at 6:45 am to go to work the next day.
I am trying so very hard to detach but there are days my anger just simmers and there is not a thing I can do about it!
My DB coach has me trying to make some kind of a connection with him but since I hardly see him at all now, even though technically we still live in the same house, it is near impossible!
The selfishness and destructiveness of his actions takes my breath away!
