14 days of sheer hell - part 4

[DDJ]

I know darknes, a little extrospection (not a real word).

Going to make the most of this wknd by myself, need to destress (still not a word) after last night. I've got to hold on a lot longer, for my own sanity.

I have 17 obj's, which include no intimacy and alcohol. I hit 14 on wed and only 10 yesterday. If i keep the as-if up for these few hours whilst i'm home today i will hopefully hit at least 15. The focus is on me, my thoughts though are still slightly on my WW. That's just being honest.