That's also the other thing, she is getting absolutely no affection from me - if you don't get the "drug" that you've had for 10.5 years, you're going to miss it - cheating or not. You still need your fix.
I already placed a dinner voucher haphazardly in my wallet on the table. She won't ask me but will see it there. It's for two people and i'm going out by myself... mmmmhhh. Not sure when i'll be home too.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
