14 days of sheer hell, now 5 weeks are over

[Coconut]

DDJ, don't be too hard on yourself, it's hard to look at what used to be your wife and feel like your talking to the person she was before it all started... I was doing really well today, until she came home and I broke from my goals and had a discussion with her... Face to face is so hard not to want to talk, and I feel like things can work out so well... Then I realize she hasn't even said sorry yet, and I know she's not where she needs to be, and feel stupid for talking. I guess I'm just trying to say we are only human...

I'm sorry to hear about your son, that's where your focus needs to be, make sure he's getting extra time and loving, kids that feel loved turn out great, the love helps them deal with the pain too.

Get some sleep bud, I'm not having any luck, I'm coming up on 48 hours without any.