Reading other peoples threads i realize how lucky i am. My WW doesnt come home late, she never goes out and even if she does shes home early. Heck even when she use to go with OM (before i knew or even they knew they would A) to have drinks with work mates she was home before 9pm.
I dont know how others cope with it.
I realize i havnt dropped the rope yet. Im still trying, i just dont know how i can make that mental leap, moving forward without moving on.
What i do know is i dont want to feel this way, hurt and disapointed she wont reach for me to hold my hands or even give me a peck on the cheek. I just realised aswell i dont remember a time in the last 6 months she has complimented me.
Me31 W31 M11yrs S6yrs 23Mar16-BD 9Apr16-W admitted EA w boss. 27Jun16-W Changed job and promised NC w OM. 14Jul16-Continued contact w OM.Start of Separation. 24May17-Divorced.