Thank you Blu for the kind words and the great insight. I do think there is some validity to what you say about things being said that may not really be meant. When my WAW said the things she did, it pierced my heart and hurt deeply. My mind tried to comprehend the things being said and held on to the small bits of truth that I know when I have made mistakes. But after careful thought my mind finally concluded that the absurdity of the things being said and the manner in which they were said, that it was not all truth, but it is a combination of her fear, her hurt, the feedback that she gets from those she shares her story with and an emotional defense mechanism to go through with what she started.
Your thoughts give me perspective and help tremendously. One of my goals no matter how this all turns out is to love her, keep forgiveness in my heart and treat her with the upmost respect.
Thank you Blu.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
