thx coconut. Its been a hard journey, but even as i let her go, i think i'm still pushing her away. I think there's a fine line between the two really. Not sure which side i'm on usually.
But what i am (not) doing is initiating contact when she's not in my space. I just can't help but to communicate when she is, i'm facing my tiger but think i'm toying with it instead of staring it down.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
