WAW still angry, moved out, D on the way?

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Thank you painter for your kind and wise thoughts and support.

I think your point on the limbo is a pressing point of my anxiety. I do not want a divorce, but I see it as a source of relief from the pain now. And that feels like such a conflicted thought. I felt yesterday as I could move on without my W, and then I missed her sorely this morning. More conflict of thought.

But after reading your words and feeling your sincere care, I am feeling better now. Mornings are the worst, but some sense of hope is finding its way back into my mind now.

I also appreciate your advice to apply with my d17. I followed it and she was extremely supportive and said that she believes in me and knows that we will be okay.

Another day to heal, another day to find opportunity and seize it, another day that I must win.