feels like i am on a rollercoaster

[collin]

champ,
your title says it all 'feels like i'm on a rollercoaster' because fact is, you are. we all are. it's one crazy rollercoaster that has no rhyme or reason and no matter how hard we try to find a pattern, it does something completely unexpected. point is, don't try to understand why one day she's happy, the next she's yelling, the next she's apologizing. don't try to make any sense of it, because truth be told, she probably doesn't understand it either.

but, i completely understand your pain. it's so hard to look at your W, see your W, but it's not your W. it's some other bitter, hateful woman wearing the cloak of your W. this is the woman you stood in front of and vowed your life too on the happiest day of your life. now, she's ripping your heart out.

don't give up though. we're all riding this rollercoaster together.