Today I really felt like giving up, hard to stay focused and have a PMA. I pursued today and now mothers day is coming up and I am stressing about gifts and; I sat in my car for half and hour before putting on a fake smile to go to work. My wife berated me again for making her late and being a terrible husband. She then apologized for shouting at me this morning, I said I dont mind the shouting its the disrespect;she called me at my pt job to tell me the kids were stressing her out and my life is easy because I go to work. She reminded me again that she has to make it through the next few months and its done,and she says shes moving out after the vacation. I need to detach, how could i read the sins the other day of her being so nice and today its back to square one.
