Why don't you come to your senses?

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H leaves tomorrow. My first thought about this "visit" is who is this guy?

My take away is that he's very confused and trying to figure out why he's done some of the things he's done and is still doing. The confusion and pain are so obvious that it just breaks my heart.

He tries to hide it, but he is very emotional. The day we spent together when the R talking started, he started wiping away tears, then said he had to go to the bathroom and shut the door (which he usually doesn't do ... even now). I think he was crying and had to pull himself together.

It is so sad to watch, but I stood strong ... doing my best to let him know the door is open, but I'm not counting on him walking through it.

All I can say at this point is this guy is very different from one I've been dealing with the past 2 1/2 years. Uncharted waters here.