Fin, maybe we will have to get out sometime.

Patience can be so hard when it feels like your clock is ticking away. But I guess as long as it's still ticking, you still have time. Telling the kids is the first big step she is taking after she told me. I guess that's why I'm having a hard time with this too. Another milestone pasted and there aren't many to go by.

Talked again last night going over what to say. This time she had a 4 sentence speech written. I felt it was like hitting them with a blunt hammer and not much reassurance and comforting in it. I have to add my comments and talk again tonight when she gets home from work. T minus 2 days until the the kids get their BD. Ugh


M:13 years
Known her for 30 years!
Me: 40
W: 38
Kids: 17, 11, 7, 7
BD: 02/07/2016
Found EA: 3/22/2016
Told of 2 PA's: 4/8/16
Got Papers: 6/15/16