Good morning, So H and I have been getting along. H ended talks with OW...I told him he needs to block her from his phone and social media...he hasn't done it yet.
Then stupid me asked "do you feel bad that you are ending all communication with her?" H said he was bothered a little but he said he was going to make M work.
He told me he is 75% wanting to be M and the rest not. H says its all in his head but isn't ready to commit to counseling by himself.
I think I have been talking to much, and tears when I talk. I don't trust him and when I let him know that he tends to turn it on me. I know this is a long road but H doesn't seem to have a plan to make it better.
I guess I am just hopeful, hurt, untrusting...such emotions in my head.
H did make it loud and clear to me that he hates when I ask the same question 1000 different ways to get the answer I want. H claims this is one of the things that makes him mad. I do it because I am trying to get an understanding of what is happening in my life.
