So has been several more days of feeling peaceful in myself. Finding who j was before and ironing out the wrinkles to become a better man and father. Have been saying to myself everyday that W chose friends over family and a loser over me. Why would I want to be with someone like that.... I understand and feel the ability to let go and drop the rope. I have been looking back at myself to when I didn't let emotions bother me, find that strength in me that I could handle things even when they were difficult. I have been reading the threads "Quotes found on Divorce Busting", I find so many answers to questions in there without having to continually ask. Quotes from Sandi, Coach, Robx, Puppy etc many things that have brought me strength the last few days.
Tomorrow I heading home to see Sister and niece, kids don't know as I don't want it getting to W. Looking forward to spending some time with them.
