It's a tough balancing act. The hardest part is being consistent. Consistency is the most important part. My emotions would always interfere with that. Buckle up.
I've definitely gotten better with handling my emotions. Just today, I came home and a whole bunch more stuff is packed up. She's not leaving me with much. Wanted to say something, anything, but didn't. I left and went to the store.
I just want to project the person I actually am. Definitely hard to detach.
