Hi Blu. I really liked reading your last post. It makes me feel a bit more normal.

I often feel like I'm just holding on by a thread some days, particularly the last few. I've wanted to curl up in a fetal position and disappear, but I still get up every day. I need to focus more on that small, but measurable success that I manage every day. I'm not sure I'm making myself better, but I am trying, that I know.


H: 44, Me: 45
Married: 20 y Together: 25 y
no kids
Walk away: 12/15
Asked for temp separation 12/25/15
PA confirmed 3/16 (apparently neither the first, nor the last PA he has had)
H filed for D 5/16