Woke up this am to the WW cleaning bathrooms then outside to mow the lawn. She was on a tear to clean house it seemed. she always seems so charged, i think that is a big difference between us. We are so different that way. anyways, once i finally woke up, worked till midnight last night so we tend to have varying schedules, another complaint in the marriage. although its my fault I'm sure for both of us being shift workers.
Well when I did get up, WW and kids were not home? don't know where she went off too. The kids had school in an hour so I assumed they would be back shortly. Didn't wait around as it wasn't my day with the kids. Went to the gym, went out and had some lunch then off to work.
My feelings lately have been from sad and depressed to indifferent. I feel like I'm more accepting of my fate at this point but it does make me sad. When I think of being on my own I know i'll be fine and I'm sure there are some bright spots to it all. I just don't want to move on. I wish I saw some twinkle of hope that WW is having doubts about her direction in life. Sadly, that little glimmer of hope I hold is fading more and more each day.
Me 40 W 35 Kids 2 S6 D3 T 10 yrs M 8yrs BD 11Mar16
