I did let him know I was aware. He said I was mistaken and he would not betray me. Even tho feelings are on his end I feel betrayed and sad. His focus is outside of us.
The other day He told his parents projects that we needed to do like build a wall in backyard. Future things? Keeping the peace? Confused since has been looking up D info. And the next day told male friend that he feels like a coward has not ended things yet. But fears aftermath. His friend told him not to. Wish he had better role model/support to encourage working on.
So feel like holding onto cliff with a couple fingers. Still need to write end of program letter. Holding onto only hope I have left that can salvage.
