Thanks blu for that. I just feel while I am here working on me. H is just looking to get the boost he needs from ow rather than dealing with his own issues. Sometimes I wonder if my refusing to react is making me looking deluded in some way like all is well in the world?

Just feel I've had a tough day. You know that feeling when you feel things are never going to get any better.

Doesn't help that I work at the same place both h and ow work, so I always run that risk of bumping into either him or her . And I hate the fact that she has been brought into this like she's a part of this

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16