Feeling absolutely exhausted at the moment.

Still, making strides with the help of my parents. They are helping me out with some pretty major house things. Maybe that's why I feel so tired? I'm actually making good progress?

I feel like I've lost my sense of perspective on my own life recently (maybe the past month or so). Like I've somehow gotten bogged down and am feeling stuck.

I don't understand anything of what's happened. I mean, I understand intellectually, but the feeling side of it? What does any of it mean? Why?


Me: 48, XH: 42
T: 18 years, M: 15 years

EA/PA 1: 6/2012
EA/PA 2: from autumn 2012-present

BD: 5/2013
ILYBNILWY BD & left: 10/2015

OW conceived: 8/2016
Born: 4/2017

H filed: 7/2017
D final: 28/12/2017