I understand that dream, i'm not going to change anything that i'm doing, besides getting everything in place for the D.
This is her unsolicited email to me this morning: "I can’t even imagine the hurt and betrayal you must be feeling right now or after you read my messages. You are a good man and don’t deserve THIS, no matter what your part is in us not working, I know that I have crossed a line that we will probably never recover from but I WILL make it better. I PROMISE"
I never responded.
I spent the entire day with my S4 yesterday and I really enjoyed myself. Out of all convo's started between my WW and I, i think i started 2 out of 15, and got drawn into 2 of 8 arguments. So my next post will contain such measurable objectives.
Just cos things are going right, doesn't mean that they were always wrong.
