Depressed to WW

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I feel pretty strong about getting a 50/50 split somehow. No reason it should t go that way. Obviojsly she thought I wouldn't disagree or wouldn't want to be bothered. Still have to finish going down that discussion and the money talk as well after we get through this

We sat down tonight and didn't get much further. She didn't have anything written down to go over besides the notes she had from Friday. I actually was surprised. I thought she'd have a script started. She asked what I wanted to say as if I should take the lead on this. When I replied that I was expecting her to have this more thought out she said what, do you just want me to take the blame for this because I will. I said no, not at all. But for the gravity of what we are about to tell our kids I thought you'd be a little more prepared that's all. I got the sense that she wanted to wing it a bit. I said I dont think that's a great idea we need this written down. So she is goin to do that and talk again tomorrow. She seems like this isn't that big of a deal for them in a way. Confused on her thinking

Twinmom I thought of you tonight about getting out more. I came home and she offered to cut my hair which was long over due. After that I got fixed up and left telling her that I was going to the store. Just drove around a bit to get out of the house. It made her think thkugh. She said oh is that what you call it. I said I'm not sure what you mean knowing she was trying to be funny that I was going out to see a woman. She said I hope she likes your hair cut and laughed a bit. I think she expected me to respond. I just got my shoes on and left for an hour or so