Broken, not defeated pt2

[Cherry]

You guys are right, and this whole situation seems different in a way to the last time. Last time he would never be at home, ever. He would return early hours- sleep in another room and go to work after an hours sleep. He rarely ate with us. He certainly didn't do much to help us.

So although he is saying one thing to her, whilst cake eating. His actions say otherwise to me. Doesn't mean I have my hopes up. I'm surprisingly calm actually. The way he is right now is not a man I can trust. And he needs to make severe changes in order to commit to our m.

I think the slut is just making him feel desired, although he likes to come across confident, I don't think he is in the slightest, so someone giving him this boost will make him feel good. The way things are right now, I don't think I can meet that need without coming across clingy- and that isn't a look I want. Our whole r people having always said he is punching above his weight with me, and how did he get me, I think this has led to him feeling a tad resentful towards me. Although, I have never given him reason not to trust me, I haven't even looked at another guy, and any guy that has tried to flirt or become suggestive, I straight up tell them I'm married and that's not how I work

I am surprised at my calmness I really am. Focused on me and baby