Well, they are 1 and 3, so I can't really just let them walk up to the house.

I'm having a hard time not just giving up at this point to be honest.

Me: 38 y/o
W: 38 y/o
Together: 10 yrs
Married: 7 yrs
S1, D3, S15(hers previous, I adopted May'15)
WBD: Sep '15
W's EA confirmed Oct'15
W Filed Dec '15
Personal awakening Mar'16