We are gonna give the early morning jog another go tomorrow and get that back on track. We both really need it.
No deadline on finding a new place, we are just anxious as we would like a fresh start, and no"ghosts" of the family life we had as it is very challenging sometimes to not be overcome with sadness. It just feels like a weight around our necks. A new place will feel fresh and we can make new memories with the family unit as it will be post D. Which still has not been served. Odd as it has been several weeks since she swore it would be served. But anyway, I still expect it any day now.
D17 certainly has been a comfort, a guide and a source of love that has no strings attached. She reminds me of the good I do, when I am low on self confidence, and she will give me a kick in the butt, if she see's me slacking.
She is an angel sent to me, and I am so grateful for her and my d5. They have been a great source of strength.
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
