Ghostbusting This

[ATPeace]

Your probably right it just feels lonley

My W is adament that we will never be back together I miss being close to her being her protector her lover

I am getting along so much better at the moment with my daughter and my other children so this is a massive positive.

I do feel that I am doing my share arround the house my wife will tell me that I wm not but there and days when I just feel fompletly taken for granted where she does so very little and I do not stop ....4 loads of washing on and dried and put away ironing done cleaned floors. As strange as this sounds i actually enjoy doing the jobs as it takes my mind if things.

Years ago all the things I did would have been me showing my loving as a husband now it just means I am doing my share and has no meaning to her.

I need to take the focus of her I am still trying to please her but she has gone left and I am not even sure that I would want to be with the new her ..at times I look at her and how she is being and it really saddens me as I want to be with the W I had.

I need to step up the amount I am using the personal trainer been a little laps the last couple of weeks time to get back on track.

Work is keeping me busy I still want to live in the same house it means I see all my children and live 90% the life that I had in semi denial

Keep happy we only have one life and it is a short one at that