Rouky, You sound much stronger today and yes, only you can make yourself happy. It's nice to have someone to share in your happiness, but you can also enjoy your happiness solo.
Sounds like the wedding was a very nice one and the reception was good as well. Don't mind read when it comes to the in-laws! You don't know what's going on between your FIL and his partner...they could have had a heated discussion prior to attending the reception and he wasn't in the "mood" to speak or talk. I wouldn't allow his actions to worry me too much.
I'm sure you and the girls have had a nice day of rest and have enjoyed relaxing.
There were several posters that attended Reiki sessions and spoke highly of them. Go and have some fun and you'll meet some new people too!
I see you have a weekend away coming up in a month. That's something to look forward to. I'm also glad to see that you are going to start focusing on you. Nothing you do or say can change the past...but you can control how you deal w/the present, which is truly a gift and use your time wisely. The future is not ours to predict and it will reveal itself in due time.
I do hope that you have a pleasant week.
P.S. Please start a new thread.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
