Why don't you come to your senses?

[2Times2Many]

No Job, I'm in no hurry to D and basically told him that. I made it very clear that a D is not what I want, but I didn't want to continue living the way I am now.

There is absolutely no reason to push for a D and I've always known that. I know I have time and right now I am very appreciative of that time.

This is the first conversation we've had in years that was heartfelt, intimate (not in a sexual way) and open. There was no hate, no spew, no anger. Just conversation and, like I said, my head is still spinning, but for the first time in a very long time I don't feel like the sitch is hopeless. Only time will tell and I have time.