14 days of sheer hell STILL continues

[DDJ]

I acted nonchalantly to her couples look. Maybe she wants me to think I'm in control to just keep up her cake eating as I will drop my guard.


It is going to be difficult, txhubby, but maybe I must stop "acting" like I'm moving forward and just literally move forward. Plan for the inevitable.

As for improving myself. I now have 5 goals,
1 - Detach
2 - Improve myself
3 - Understand boundaries and implement some.
4 - Appreciate the little things
5 - Lose CONTROL

I will break them down over the next few days.