CRW, it still seems you are struggling with detachment, doing a lot of mind reading (which doesn't work), and not focusing on DB--YOUR needs & GAL. I am concerned you are setting yourself up for disappointment. This is a very long process and I don't want her to think she can string you along. She has left you and your family, she sends you nasty texts & uses you to vent, and so why are you flirting with her???

-Blue

“Forgiveness liberates the soul. It removes fear. That is why it is such a powerful weapon.” – Nelson Mandela