Unfortunately am not having a great day. Can't get used to being on my own. Did pop out to see a friend but she was out and a friend was supposed to come over today but had to cancel. I had tried to keep occupied.
When I m on my own all I think of is how I made him unhappy( I know what you're going to say but I can't stop the feelings slipping in)
He scares me as I can't know what he's going to do next.
