Got my first ever Mother's Day card from kid. Since kid doesn't have much money with her, xh would have bought it for her. What does it take to get a Mother's Day card around here? A few violent outbursts, 1 TP, 1 A, a few horrible rumours about me, and a D. The irony isn't lost on me.

But of couse I have learnt to stfu and managed to thank xh through text. I. Just. Couldnt. Do. It. In. Person.

And then for some unknown reason, I accidentally made a video call to xh. I was mortfied and had no idea how I had managed to do that. Ended it quickly enough and which he didnt pick up. Not surprised cuz he was probably on his way to meet the TP.

As an aside, xh now knows about our new flat. If his father hadn't already told him. Cuz kid wrote about it in her card. Thoroughly thoroughly annoyed that he gets to be privy to so much about our lives.

Now I know not to let kid find out about things.

You can call me Dory/ Grl.

As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"

It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.