The day is bright and sunny, and the great weather is helping my pma tremendously.

Now I finally get why I am so drawn to the white and bright feel of scandinavian interior design. And why I was so GD depressed in the former matrimonial flat.

It was so dark and dreary. And whatever negative feelings I had seemed to be magnified many folds. Bridge under the water but I wonder if a change of lighting would have made things slightly better in the old flat?

I realised that it's time to haul my a$$ (which is admittedly getting heavier) and start doing something great with my life. In terms of GAL and setting goals and getting things done, I was so much better.

Now it's like I am just doing the bare minimum to while away the days and make it to the next bedtime.

I guess it's time to put on my alter-ego, and set the world on fire again. Need to channel my inner Katniss again. Why did I ever let her go?

You can call me Dory/ Grl.

As a wise fish once sang,"Just keep swimming!"

It's no use to go back to yesterday because I was a different person then.