14 days of sheer hell STILL continues

[DDJ]

And this is what she said about those unsolicited TMs at 2am...

"i wanted to let you know where I was, because when you went out last week, I could not sleep, and you never even texted me. So I'd rather that you also let me know where you are so that I don't have to worry. I do care and love you and can't throw away those feelings."

She's so non-committal either way that I don't know how to DB this with the advice sometimes. I'm too tired from last night to go out tonight but definitely going out tomorrow afternoon. She's set to go out tomorrow evening with the new crew.

I'm so anxious, but am letting myself feel every bit of it.