I was thinking about this. What is better to feel lonely when you have a wife. Or to feel lonely when you live by yourself.
I have come to the conclusion that it would be easier to deal with when there is no one there. Becuse if there is someone around it makes you long for them to be around. Right now my W is not that person.
If you can't tell this is a vent post. Im just so tired of hearing I don't want to be touched I don't want to give you a kiss, I don't want to hug you, I just dont like to be touched. It is so very hard.
