Hi LiM, Well, on second thought, I decided to make him wait some more before I say it's ok for him to come back to live in our house.
Been seeing my therapist 2x week, doing a lot of soul searching, meditating, long walks and really getting clear on where I dropped the ball in my department in the past year.
I have had no indication whatsoever that he would be coming back to 'work' on our M right now. I do think there is hope, as that's the sort of person I am, very optimistic about my current ability to create change in myself and know this is a big wake up call for my life.
On days when I sleep well I feel positive and know it's been only 3 weeks since this all happened so know that anything is possible. I am not confused about what I want!
Could really use a pep talk from you to keep my spirits up as today been feeling very sad. I am willing to be very patient as I know I have to be.
Not ready for him to come back and tell me once again that he's 'done' and not give us a second chance. That is my worst fear at the moment so I try to not think about it!
How is your piecing going? I will check your posts later. I've been away for a few days. THANKS and hope all is well with you. And I am working on my GAL!
