You're right phoebe, after the past 18 months. I think the only time I will start being really happy is once I've heard the words that he wants to commit and is willing to do absolutely everything, and when I see him trying everything.

I am happy, but I'm not reading into them. They might mean something, they might mean nothing. I doubt he even knows really!

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16