Starting to do things right?

[PacLove]

Feeling really awkward about this weekend, wishing now I had told W that I'll go away just D and I - guess we'll see how it goes.

Turned 40 today, sort of bittersweet, first time in 12 years waking up alone on my birthday, although D came bouncing in and gave me a big hug. Spending the day today with her is awesome, she's so cheerful. Every-time though that I think about what W is doing to her and us it brings tears to my eyes.

Next week I'm planning on firming up some of my boundaries. W can't keep droping by on her off days.