Well, yesterday W and I had an intersting conversation. She told me that she wants another child. My first though was Hell ya maybe I will get some sex. Then I thought what if she does get preg and then things just go even more down hill. I don't want to bring a child into this mess. I know I should talk with her about this, saying that I have some issues with this. Im worried that she will get all bent out of shape on this one and I really don't want to fight anymore about these things.
I really think she is trying to find a magic pill that will make her feel better about herself. I don't think a baby is going to do that. I wish I could get her to go to counsling.