To ignore or not to ignore?

[collin]

I'm having a very hard night. I feel like I've been doing so well lately - completely detached and working on my own life with my daughter. But then I have nights like this when I miss him more than anything and I just want him to come home. My therapist recommended that even if he says he wants to come back, I should wait until he's been seeing his therapist for a few months and is working on himself. The thought of this still going on without any resolution in a few months makes my head hurt. I just want to stop caring!

Some nights are definitely worse than others. Some days I think to myself "ok, I can do this." Others, I freak out, go into panic mode and think the sky is falling. My Tuesday was so promising and so positive, but the past couple days I've just been down and depressed. You just somehow have to not let yourself get too high or too low (which is absolutely easier said than done).

We're here for you though. Wishing you the best.