14 days of sheer hell STILL continues

[DDJ]

I'm already feeling better, at least i'm not on her rollercoaster anymore. I'm now on my own one. I can (sortof) control my own one.

Very true, I see a great future for myself (and my son), not this year yet, but next year. I know that i will get what i want in life, i will chase dreams that i let sleep for years.

I think that I was depressed in this one company i worked for, for about 2 years, as i could not find another job. I stayed there for 4 years, and I wanted to leave after 5 days! This feels a whole lot better than I did then. Wow, that could have added to my wifes earlier waywardness... mmmmmmhhh