Im just tired of it all. Trying so hard to make this thing better but then NOTHING from W. I tell her the other I need to be hugged and kissed and loved. She tells me Oh well go find some one to touch and kiss you. As soon as she needs me to do something for her. Like she asked me to stay home from work yesterday and I did this so she can get that ALL important sleep. So I did this and then I just get crap. I am really thinking about just going and getting the BIG D. It is becoming harder and harder for me to take this when I know there are women out there that want to be touched and loved.
