So I have just realized that I am like 5th on my W priority list. First is SLEEP, Second IS TV. Third IS sleep, 4th is D and then there is little old me. Man am I tried of this crap. I want to big old number 1. I just feel so damn tired of dealing with her and her I don't want to be touched bull Sh!t. Im tired of feeling like everything has to be perfect for me have a chance to ML.