Exactly, Painter. My heart wants it to be temporary insanity. My brain is telling me to wake the he11 up. Stupid broken heart-brain axis.

So sorry about the FedEx package and the delivery of disappointment. Every day when I get my mail I steel myself for D papers. The mail has no appeal anymore.

H: 44, Me: 45
Married: 20 y Together: 25 y
no kids
Walk away: 12/15
Asked for temp separation 12/25/15
PA confirmed 3/16 (apparently neither the first, nor the last PA he has had)
H filed for D 5/16