I am chuckling at the thought of looking at us from the outside sitting in our cars tapping away on our phones while finding support here. It is only funny to me, because I know the feelings we were enduring while sitting there.
With my anger, the other sensation is loneliness for sure. It's odd to feel that as I tend to enjoy alone time and looked forward to it frequently for the past 20 years. But now I can not stand it. The voices and images in my head are not good to be alone with, so noise and people are what I need.
Well, I missed meditation today as it was a busy one. So Phoebe, I am re challenging us to it for tomorrow. We got home later than usual, due to D17 babysitting and earning some extra cash, I took d5 out to dinner and then picked d17 and we went to an art show at d5 school to see her artwork. It was fun.
We all got ready for bed, watched a few minutes of the Minions movie on Netflix and now they are asleep.
I am feeling drowsy, so hopefully this is a good sign for a restful night.
I am almost done filling my weekend with to do projects, and some GAL stuff. Looking forward to it.
Sleep well everyone. Heaven knows many of us need it, and it is well deserved at this point. IMHO
Me 46 Former W 46 D19 D7 BD Feb 2016 WAW moves out 4/16/16 D final 6/1/2017
It's time for me to start changin' the way I look at the world......and at myself. ~James Howlett aka Wolverine
