Yeah you're right. I'd be lying if I said the attention didn't feel good, but I'm not gonna respond at all to him.

I'm having a very hard night. I feel like I've been doing so well lately - completely detached and working on my own life with my daughter. But then I have nights like this when I miss him more than anything and I just want him to come home. My therapist recommended that even if he says he wants to come back, I should wait until he's been seeing his therapist for a few months and is working on himself. The thought of this still going on without any resolution in a few months makes my head hurt. I just want to stop caring!


Me: 37
Husband: 35
Married 5 years, together 13
Daughter - 1
Bomb dropped - 12/28/2015
He's moving out (officially) - 4/15/2016
EA confirmed 6/1/16
PA confirmed 8/1/16