Hi SadHub. I was just checking in on you, and once again I see we're tracking some of the same feelings. I'm stuck overnight in what is supposedly my house, but one that feels awful and foreign, and I'm wishing I could just wake up from this awful dream, too.
And so, in an effort to escape the house, I'm sitting in a damn parking lot at a fast food joint, reaching out to my fellow LBSs on this site.
Anyway, it's just kind of amusing that we've both spent some quality time in our cars today, trying to avoid reality.
I haven't done any meditation today, on this day when I most need to, so I'm pretty sure you're running circles around me in the challenge!
I've joined a couple MeetUp groups, but haven't gone to any actual meetings yet. This evening I RSVP' d to go to a local BAN (beyond affairs network) meeting. So far I'm the only one going... Eeeek. I hope it's not just s big vitriolic gripe fest. That won't help me.
Good luck finding some local folks, SadHub. It's what we all need to do, but, being introverts, it's going to be tough. I'm awful in groups.
H: 44, Me: 45 Married: 20 y Together: 25 y no kids Walk away: 12/15 Asked for temp separation 12/25/15 PA confirmed 3/16 (apparently neither the first, nor the last PA he has had) H filed for D 5/16